Alone in a Crowed Room

I have felt this feeling so often;

I'm in the middle of a crowded room, but no one sees

me

no one hears me; no one even is aware that

I'm here.

I scream; "Please, someone see  me, hear me....

Look, I'm here; I'm not invisible!!!

Wait; but maybe I am to them; to others; to my

husband

I sit all evening in the same room with him;

try to talk to him; but I get "shushed"

because he's watching TV;

then I look over at him;

and he is asleep.

The ultimate "alone".